Our Memories. :)

2012-02-12T18:28:00.001+08:00

Had a dream, I was queen. I woke up, still a queen.

2012-02-09T20:43:00.001+08:00

You simply make my day when you do not even mean to. :) SHYT! Am I in love again?! NOOOO! I AM IN LOVE! I THINK I HAVE FALLEN FOR YOU! I LOVE YOU, FOOD!

2012-02-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

OMG I TOLD YOU NOT TO FIND ME ANYMORE WHY ARE YOU STILL KEEP ASKING ME THIS AND THAT?! Seriously, you can't live without love is it? Go get it from your family and friends lah. If you think you know me well you should have known that love from relationship doesn't mean anything to me so I'm really sorry, I can't give you any wise advice. And please lah stop telling me your story and stop asking me about my story, I dont think we're that close eh? Aiya just what the heck am I doing? I wonder if you know I have a blog loh -.- Write so much for what, I doubt you will see this -.-

阿弥陀佛。我是一个很虔诚的佛教徒。

2012-02-05T13:02:00.001+08:00

Stop acting like you know me very well. And stop asking me something like how do I think about you. I dont even know you well. Stop giving me your opinions of 'how you think you can help me to solve my problem', stop telling me how do you think I am, stop telling me what do you like and what do you dislike, stop telling me how sucks is your family (you dont have the right to judge them because you aren't any better), just stop telling me anything, I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING FROM YOU. I will never tell you anything also. Just stop it will you? Enough is enough. I feel so annoyed and irritated.

Tomorrow is the big day to Xin Ling and En Ning!

2012-02-02T19:22:00.001+08:00

I cant stop myself from crying lah walao. This is so unfair okay. This is so unfair.. Why is it me ONLY? This is so unfair... This is so unfair...

2012-02-02T17:45:00.001+08:00

I think I still can't accept the fact that I'm in different class from my last year classmates who are mostly my good friends. XinLing told me she missed 4 Cerdik because we had good friends and good teachers there. Unlike this year, my teachers are far away compared to 4 Cerdik teachers. Sad lah I'm so not happy in this class. Honestly, I dont like some of the teachers and some of the classmates. All I like in this class is, erm, I think I need some times to think about it. This year gonna be a hard year for me I guess. No choice, I have to study harder than before and strive for every exams especially SPM. Good luck to myself.
I wanted to ask WeiYang something but I didn't because I scared he might tell everyone. :/

2012-01-29T18:56:00.001+08:00

My friend's girlfriend dislikes me or maybe hates me I think. LoL whatsoever. You think I care? XD

Babi sia. I dont like last minute plan. Cos I'm always the one who will be left out. Hahaha. It's okay lah since you remembered to call me. -.-
JH: "Eh Sin Yun you coming or not?"
Me: "Nope. You going ah?"
JH: "Yea. Why you not going?"
Me: "Where are you now? At his house?"
JH: "Ya. Why you not coming?"
-.- Thanks bro. -.-

Time flies. School starts tomorrow. NOOOO! I thought school starts on Wednesday!!! NOOOOOOOOOO!

Ohya. Happy Birthday Andrew Tan! :)
BFF :)

2012-01-20T21:29:00.001+08:00

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2012-01-19T17:04:00.001+08:00

What if your dad bought a very expensive present like over thousands bucks for other kid? I mean what if..

2012-01-16T16:23:00.001+08:00

I love my cousins and my youngest aunt so much. They are so nice to me. They never forget to care of me. My eldest female cousin never forget to ask me if I want to stay at her house when my dad is going out alone for days. My aunt never forget to call me whenever she is coming to Jusco Terbrau City. She just called me and said she missed me. :') My cousin just called me and gossiped with me also she asked me about our plans in CNY. Well, since Dad is not with us starting from the third day of CNY... He's going to Ipoh... Not alone though... At least my sisters and I got our relatives, especially BOTH of them. :)

2012-01-15T20:51:00.001+08:00

I seriously dont know why some couples just cant be friends anymore after they have broken up. Either in real or in drama. See, those celebs keep avoiding each other when they are at the same place. Haiyoyo. Relak je lah. Maybe I havent met before hahahahahha. Well, at least dont keep insulting each other?

Love isn't everything, right? :)

I fell down that day and an auntie came to carry me up. Muahahahaha I'm so sabai! Muahahahahahah! :P

2012-01-13T21:04:00.001+08:00

Successfully put 'contact lenses' into my eyes! Hurray! Well, although they are much smaller than the usual contact lenses but my pupils are really too small, it's still quite hard for me to put in. :/ gonna start my eye treatment tonight. No more specs in the future! ;)

I'm so sleepy so tired so exhausted. I bet all of them feel the same way too.
Class was quite boring. Much more boring than last year. All I can do is to find XL or Yi Hong and WeiYang to have a talk during free time. Sien ah. :(

Sky Papa put Yoyo's photo as his lock screen photo! Hurray! :D

I'm so fat. My butt is so big. HAHAHAHAHHA!

2012-01-09T20:35:00.001+08:00

It's not that I'm too innocent, it's just that I believe there's kind people in this world.

I'm so tired. Mentally and physically exhausted. I hate walking back home alone. So many Malays there. My legs are so pain. The sun is so hot. I have too much time to think about everything when I walk alone. It's just the beginning of year yet I'm feeling so tired. How am I gonna survive for the year? I kinda miss the time when I was in Turkey. I didnt need to think so much. At least I could keep myself from the reality. I played everyday, I laughed everyday, not like now. I wanna sleep. Yeah I want to sleep. I feel like crying I feel like screaming and yeah, stop messing with me.

2012-01-08T15:26:00.001+08:00

Good luck for those who are taking O level's results tomorrow. Dont stress out. Chill yo! :)

2012-01-06T23:03:00.001+08:00

Her son had no key to open the door and couldn't enter the house. Your daughter was ill and feeling not well at home. And this was what you said, "She is at blablabla, can't rush back to pick her son up. I go to her house and pick him up first. Xiao Ting doesn't seem well. If she's not okay you gotta send her to clinic."
The heck?

Happy Birthday LPPL!

2012-01-06T20:22:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to NG PANG LI aka NG PANG SAI aka LPPL! :D
One of my best friend since standard two! :D
All the best to you in your new class and hope your life won't be too bored because we're no longer in the same class! :/
Dont fall asleep in class and dont sneeze in class ya your tissue mountain on your table is soooooo....... Yucks ._. Hehe.
Happy Birthday I LOVE YOU! :D <3

"Eh you look like your mum in your IC!"
"You photoshop your photo is it? You look so fair in your IC!"
"Next time dont simply bring your mum's IC out lah."
LPPL:"HAHAHAHA ENOUGH LAH YOU ALL!"

2012-01-03T13:50:00.001+08:00

突然想到每次看到YanKe的笔盒多了几支笔就会问她：＂你哥哥的啊？＂然后她就会跑去后面跟WJ讲：＂Eh你看，我又有笔用了！＂不然就是我会去后面跟WJ讲废话和lesbian一下，然后玩没有人有兴趣的mirror reflection,然后把我吃玩的糖果纸偷偷放进她的笔盒在偷偷回去我的位子，然后等她发现，然后一边听她念一边假装不知道一边偷笑。不然就是把WJ和YeeJing的每一支笔盖调换，然后听她们的＂罗.新.云!!!!!＂不然就是在XinLing的notebook里面画画签名然后拿走她的笔和在她的eraser和stapler上面画画(HAHAHAHA!)然后她就会讲＂Low Sin Yun！够了huh！你很幼稚叻！＂＂你看你看你又在撒娇了！走开！＂再不然就是跑去后面跟我的Papa聊天唱歌讲什么东西很好看很好笑很好听，然后就会讲一些＂秘密＂叫YQ不要偷听哈哈哈可是每次讲完＂秘密＂他都是第一个偷笑的，所以很明显我们再讲废话。然后每次一边做功课一边唱歌然后YanKe就会＂Eh Eh Eh SinYun，够了，要下雨了…＂所以我都会跑去问JiaChi和WJ要不要听我唱歌哇哈哈哈哈哈！我很喜欢听他们弄我:) 我很想念每次跟大家分享/抢食物的时候。我很想念每次Vishnu吃东西我就会去烦他，然后跟他讨论那个bus uncle很坏蛋，然后我会突然笑到不可以停，他就会看住JiaChi:"Eh JiaChi your daughter ah?" 不然就是:"You jellyfish got no brain mah"然后我竟然自己去他的抽屉拿他带给我们大家吃的muruku和其它饼干，然后…一个人…慢慢的吃完整大盒……我很想念每次上课会有很多人叫我不要睡觉，我很想念每次会有很多人一起讲废话，我很想念大家一起唱歌，我很喜欢每次上课大家一起作弄一个人，因为每一个人都有可能被作弄，我很想念他们叫我冷静不要笑也不要哭还有不要emo。然后，今年应该没有这么多然后了......

2012-01-02T23:51:00.001+08:00

Just wondering, should I be a lesbian? Chey just kidding. As usual, SINGLE IS THE BEST WEEHOO!

I needa chill, I needa chill... Shall stop thinking so much and turn in now. I ain't that lousy, it's just some weird arrangement. Yea right... I hope so.
Good night.

2012-01-01T16:51:00.001+08:00

First present in 2012. A very shocking one, on the very first day of 2012. Should I be happy or unhappy? Well, at least I should be grateful. :) While you're putting effort on something you care, everyone is doing the same too. When you're improving, everyone is improving too. That's life. I know I shouldn't have put so much hope on myself. The more you hope for, the more the disappointment you will get. That's life.

Sorry Jia Chi. I just can't repress my emotion anymore. I think this is the first time 我对你发脾气. I just want you to know how much I care about you and I dont want you to be worried. I'm so gonna miss the time when we tease each other, sing together, laugh together, chat together, play together, console each other. OMG, I shouldn't rely so much on you. Papa. :(

Thank you Xin Ling and Poh Yee for consoling. I feel much better now, I think?

Bloody hell, I seriously dont know why you are my best friend. I'm so not happy okay? Here,

2011-12-31T15:16:00.001+08:00

Maybe it is just so unimportant or unnecessary to you?

Last day of 2011.
Have fun and enjoy. :)

2011-12-30T20:00:00.001+08:00

Sampat po called Ahmah and Ahmah told her she actually called me but I didn't pick up the phone! O___O Grrrr!! So sorry Ahmah! I was having tuition class that time! :< And that number you used wasn't the number you gave me that was why I did not call back. :( Anyway hope you stay healthy, cheerful and cute as ever! :) I feel so damn happy cause you remember me! :D Hehehehehe! :B Hope to see you again and take care, Ahmah! ;)

2011-12-30T15:35:00.001+08:00

你什么都不懂！你什么都不懂！你什么都不懂你什么都不懂你什么都不懂你什么都不懂!!!!

2011-12-29T23:51:00.001+08:00

So… I met you at tuition class just now. Hahahaha okay nothing. I forgot what I want to say hahahahahahaha! Suprisingly you wanted to sit next to me. And LUCKILY you were sitting next to me if not Bling Bling would be sitting there, I think? -.- Well, good luck in Singapore! And sooo sorry for last time. I used to think back the past and I realised it wasn't your fault. I think? You were actually so nice to her but in the end she was like... Okay stop here. All the best, dude! ;D

你当然美啦，长到几有创意一下…

2011-12-27T23:12:00.001+08:00

Thank you so much SKY TAN PAPA, you make me non-stop laughing. LoL!
如果你每天都这么sampat不要emo就好 :)

你当然美啦，长到几有创意一下…

2011-12-26T22:44:00.001+08:00

I just hate myself so much. Why do I want to care about it? It's so impossible. Yea, IMPOSSIBLE. I don't hope for miracle happens. I don't want anything.

One thing I don't like about IU DAY is you. If I wasn't an Interactor I won't know you, then I won't be so pissed off.

Merry Christmas :)

2011-12-25T00:34:00.001+08:00

Everyone is so happy out there. Well, not me. It isn't so special to me I think?

Merry Christmas. :)

2011-12-24T23:06:00.001+08:00

I still remembered what I did on last year Christmas Eve. So unforgetable. Yes right, who would ever forget if he/she dropped his/her iPhone into toilet bowl? On Christmas Eve some more.

I can't stop listening and singing Eason's 圣诞结. Zzz why am I so pessimistic today? What a grey day.

Aku memang seorang yang jahat.
Good bye.
Merry Christmas. (:

2011-12-23T13:26:00.001+08:00

God please make my Christmas a happy day. I wanna stay over cousin's house. I dont mind if there's not BBQ party or steamboat or whatever. I can help my cousin to tidy up her house also. Just...rescue me? -.- I promise I will guai guai de. :) Amituofo.

Christmas Christmas Christmas. Lalala jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the way. Okay well I'm so addicted to Justin Bieber's Mistletoe. HAHAHA! :P

I miss you leh Des.
Or rather, MAOMAO. :D
Maomao so cute so guai. Kept smelling+licking+sayang me when I hugged him. Aiyeryer, Maomao so guai. Ahmao loves me! :D

2011-12-22T21:52:00.001+08:00

This is not the first time Haren calls me MONKEY but I dont know why this time I just couldn't stop laughing when I saw his message.

2011-12-20T21:03:00.001+08:00

"你明年就好想你要读什么，不要一直想要做蛋糕师傅那种无聊的东西。你又不是没有本事读。像那个谁谁谁刚刚从那个大学回来,blablabla..."
人因梦想而伟大。
你让我越来越不明白这句话的意思。

Take a bullet straight through my brain.

2011-12-19T23:06:00.001+08:00

2011-12-18T21:26:00.001+08:00

2011-12-16T21:40:00.001+08:00

I feel good when there is somebody who is willing to listen to me especially when I'm not talking about craps.
I walk like a cripple. :( My leg is hurt since the first day I went to Turkey. My finger is so numb. Oh well. ._.
9.40pm in Malaysia, 3.40pm in Turkey.
I should be sleeping or talking or laughing in the bus now. :)

2011-12-16T18:23:00.001+08:00

Be happy and make life easy.
Ya right. Make yourself understand the sentence first lah LSY.
Dont simply look at people's messages because you might see something that you will never want to know. Sigh. My aunt called me and I couldn't control my tears anymore. Have been pretending I'm happy in front of you during the last few days of Turkey trip. I dont wanna show you your so-called "that kind of face". If so I know I'll be dead. Sien. Anyone there to date me out on Christmas? I seriously dont wanna go out with them. I bet my sisters also. Save me please, anyone?
I'm keeping myself awake even though I'm so sleepy so that I can have a good sleep tonight.

Sadness is like a disease, it takes over you and breaks you down. Happiness is contagious and you should spread more of it.

Happy Holidays!

2011-12-07T12:33:00.001+08:00

I never thought that my english is very good.

I kinda miss the time when we teased each other. I love how you called me. I love it when you said 'good morning' to me. I love it when you came to my class to look for me. I like how we talked to each other at different block. I was sad because I didnt get to take photo with you on the last day of school. But then, before that we actually took picture together. :)

Enjoy your trips too. :)

Happy Holidays! :)

:)

2011-12-03T12:25:00.001+08:00

谢谢你难得的关心。
我很开心。:)

2011-12-02T15:43:00.001+08:00

I'm hot-tempered.
I can't control my anger.
I can't control my tears.
I cry after I'm involved in an argument.
I cry after I've scolded people.
I cry after people have scolded me.

Grown up.

2011-11-30T19:33:00.001+08:00

My grandma used to scold me for blocking her way when she was cooking dinner for our family.
I wanted to hold the spatula.
I wanted to pour water into the pot.
I wanted to put the dish on plate.
Whatever she was going to do, I'd just stood in front of the stove and said "Nene, I want to do! :D"
And now, I'm happy for standing next to her when she was cooking.
I've grown up.
I know how to cook.
Dishes I prepared may be too salty, may be tasteless, may be too spicy or whatsoever, but then I can cook.

Dinner I cooked for my family. ;)
(If you're wondering are the dishes enough for my family, well, my papa is always out for dinner. He seldom has it with us. :/ )

A little surprise can lighten up your life.

2011-11-28T11:19:00.001+08:00

Whooooops! My hair! :O

Dotttt.

2011-11-23T21:26:00.001+08:00

Crying over some small stuff is stupid.
I was; I am; I always am, stupid.
I was crying because my printer wasn't function again. The heck? It has just been repaired since few months ago!
I know I'm gonna cry again everytime it spoils.
Can I smash it if it is spoilt again?
Amitofo Amitofo. Hope it will be really alright after jiejie reformats it.
Hopefully. Amitofo.

Wasted the first week of holidays.
Thanks to Astro, I can just sit on the sofa from 10.00am until the night.
I got my results slip today.
Well, I'm not satisfied with it. Perhaps that's what I deserve?
Arhhh! Will my life be aimless? Arhhhh!
I miss Nene! :(

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Happy Birthday, Dear Friend. (:

Imbas kembali.

2011-11-22T21:25:00.001+08:00

Recalled of how did I almost collapse on that day we lost contact.
I guess nobody can get rid of his or her habit so easily, right?
How are you? (:

Jealousy kills.

2011-11-18T23:17:00.001+08:00

Wo hen jealous.
I'm so jealous right now.
I've tried all my way to talk to you and make you happy in the few past years and now this is what I get.
Maybe your message was true. You weren't joking right?
I should have written you the letter and tell you what I feel.
It's okay, nothing works now.
I'll shut my mouth up if we're going to the end.

To some friends.

SPM...........

2011-11-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

Good luck to all Form 5 SPM candidates! All the best and good luck!
Jiayouuuu! :D

*Wai Kit said it's an unexcepted message. Hahahaha wth -.-

I needa chill.

2011-11-08T16:00:00.001+08:00

As usual, I dont know how to start my post. Okay, whatever.

Final exam was over. One of the worst exam ever I think. I was sick during 2/3 of the exam. Sucks, it's sucks. What was even more sucks, my grandma passed away during the one week holiday, on Deepavali, 26 October. What should I do? That's life. She had suffered a lot in CCU these few months. And now she's in the heaven, up high in the sky. Did she meet Ah Gong or Mama? Have them seen each other there? Idk. Maybe it's a kind of relief to her. The memories of the past 13 years when we were staying together all pop out on my mind. Nene I miss you... Rest in peace.

Vet said Yoyo is too fat. She has high blood pressure. She'll be leaving us anytime. Fine. God chooses you Yoyo, guai guai dont be scared, we're all here kay...

I have a lot of things to say. Family, friends, cousins, my future, blablabla lah. I shouldn't expose too much of my own opinion here I think? Time to get back to my diary. Owh, did I notice that half of my diary was gone? Haha, I torn it and flushed it away. :)

Chill, just chill.

26/10/2011

2011-10-28T17:49:00.001+08:00

26th October 2011.
A memorable day.
Take care and rest in peace...

Happy Birthday! :D

2011-10-16T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday LAOPA! :D <3
Thanks for everything and I Love You!

Happy Birthday Ashila! :D
Thanks for being a good friend of mine!

Happy Birthday Ang Jun Hao's Mum! :D
Thanks for growing up such a sakai son!

Short post here. Promised not to update my blog during exams but since it's a big day for so many people, I shall disobey myself for once. :p
Okay well, I think I'm gonna fail BM. Seriously. Whatever if you think I'm kidding or lying or whatsoever. I'm serious for this time. ARHHHHHHHHHHH!!! God bless me I dont wanna fail BM. :( I feel sorry. I dont know why. God bless me please...

Anyway, Happy Birthday ya'all! ;)

Oh lala

2011-10-08T13:35:00.001+08:00

Oh lala.
You made my day! :D Haven't talked to you for a long time! FB, SMS or in real, none of them, but yeah, you talked to me! :D It wasn't even 5 minutes long, but it made me happy for more than 5 hours! Weee! I love how you call me, it's just cute, way to cute. :) And know what? I meant what I said. :) Weeeeee! :D You made my day!
Yesterday.

Fyi, this will be my last post before final exams. I know it's too late, but still I've to study hard, even harder than last time, even harder than everyone. LoL okay, it should be 'I hope I can'. Amitabha.

Oh lala.
Ohohmario <3

What is wrong?

2011-10-06T17:08:00.001+08:00

Do you know how long we did not talk to each other?
Do you know how long we did not laugh together?
Do you know how much I miss talking to you?
I don't know what's wrong. You don't talk to me like, suddenly? I feel hopeless. I asked you, but you didn't want to answer. You shook your head without saying a word, without wearing a smile. I asked you if I did anything wrong or I accidentally made you angry. Your answer was the same. Know what? I cried in the bus when everyone was sleeping. We're best friends, best of the best, so you won't break my heart. You told me this. The fact is you disappointed me again and again. Do you still remember what I told you when the second time you let me down? I said my heart was aching and I don't want anything to affect our friendship again. I know what's the reason we become like now, I guess? When one is in love he/she will do anything for the other one, even sacrifice his/her friend? Haha? I don't know. I don't know how should I face you in school. We used to hope for studying in a same class, hopefully. And now, we finally made it. Things don't always go the way we want though, we became stranger. I just dare not to look at you again. I seriously don't know what to do when you're looking at me, yeah, you just look at me but you don't talk to me. I opened my drawer and saw the birthday card you made. I saw a pic you drew for me that time. They once made me laugh like I'm going to faint, now I'm not sure if I should laugh again.
Do you ever know how much I care about our friendship? Do you ever know how much I miss the time we played around? Do you ever know how much I miss talking to you?
What's wrong?

Happy Birthday Des! :D

2011-10-05T17:08:00.001+08:00

Yo bro! I know you won't be seeing this but hey! Today is your big day! :D LoL I think we became close since form 2 right? Not that close though cos we weren't in the same class. 2010, 3 Gemilang. LoL full of shyts. I thought KC was sitting behind of me but then I realized you asked teacher to change your place. Since that day onwards, the class is full of our voice. Lmao we never stayed quiet in class. BM teacher called our names during every BM class throughout the year cos we're really noisy. XD Sitting in front of you makes everyone know that I'm really a ham bao cos you always bully and cheat me. Hahahaha! You laughed at my fringe until you cried. You lied to me you're going to Taiwan this year, even lied to me one day before PMR, which is also one day before your birthday. 1am, 1 message received, asking me if there was any surprise for you. Then you said, 'Actually I wasn't lying to you. I'm going to Taiwan soon. This will be my last birthday in Malaysia.' Wahhh GG, after I saw your message I straight away woke up, sitting on the bed, starting to cry. LoL!! You idiot hahaha luckily you know I was crying and you sent me a message to tell me you were kidding lmaolmao!!! Too funny lolol! Btw, thanks for standing by me when I'm extremely down especially for the 2 things. :) And thanks for trusting me so much. Sorry for being immature that time, I just couldn't understand why you didnt want to listen to my advice.

Okay, I shouldn't write so long. Too many things to write lolol.
Whoa, this is not the first time I mention you in my blog, but this is the first time I didnt sabo you here. :D

Ohya I haven't mentioned this post is to whom!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND WONG!
My suckest brother ever! ;D
Ps: He's not my god brother or something. Just that he never take me as a girl, so we call each other as brother HAHAHAHA! And if anyone is reading this post and you find that this post is kinda lame and full of craps, BINGO, our lives are full of lame stuffs and craps. We talk, we laugh, we sing, we emo, we bully each other, we do them together. :) Happy birthday Des. Take care. :)

And this picture is specially for you since it's your birthday....

:)

:P

:D

A failure

2011-09-29T22:02:00.001+08:00

Haihyoyo. Final exam is just around the corner. Why am I still sitting here, watching tv, shaking my leg like a boss? I should be studying now. Everyday I take out my textbook or reference book, but then it ends up with doing nothing. Wahai.. Pergi study lah -.-

Stomach pain but still, can't pangsai, as usual. Constipation when are you going to leave me?! D:

Walking back home alone is kinda dangerous, and it's fun though. At least that's the time for me to relax myself.

I realized I never do anything right.
What's a failure?
I'm a failure.
In my life, in everyone's life.

2011-09-28T16:27:00.001+08:00

Frog bisecting today during Bio class! :D It was really a fun lesson! The frog looks pity though :( Zhen de zhen de very kelian :( Rest in peace.

Easily get emo nowadays. Yesterday was so emo after reading a friend's blog. I feel weird. She always complain to us how fake the friend is how bad another friend is. But then she critized her best friend on her blog. You aren't any better? I used to feel that you're just someone who dont treat your friends sincerely, yeah, your posts proved me right. Too bad.

First time, came back from school, standing right in front of my house, but I didnt dare or maybe didnt want to press the door bell. I felt like crying. I know I shouldn't say this, but, hey who do I need to stay with a group of people who will never believe what I say? You scolded me for not doing what you had told me to do, I explained why I didnt do, you scolded me again, you said I ding zui. Fine, it was my fault then, if you insist.

Sometimes, I feel tired.

2011-09-24T22:29:00.001+08:00

Hey, stop it. Stop brainwashing me. I dont like. I mean it, I dont like. You should know how much I hate it when people criticize my dream and my future. Nobody can do that, not even you, sorry. I know I have to obey everything you say, but please, for once let me decide my future.
I just want to be a baker, a not so famous baker who can bake the most delicious cakes. :) And I wanna learn to play drums. It gonna be a dream like so long maybe forever though.
我的未来我自己做决定.

It's how funny when all of them tease you with him, but he's actually the only one who knows who should be teased with you.

You gotta be someone really special in my life. :)

没有你怎么办

2011-09-22T16:39:00.001+08:00

每个人这一辈子
只要有一次真爱的感觉
活着就是值得地

能够遇见你
就算以后的日子可能尝到心痛
还是谢谢你

原来爱情可以让人一夜长大
领悟从古至今所有的情话

没有你怎么办
像我现在无法入眠
多想要和你聊聊天
没有你怎么办
像我现在无法入眠
只想要你在我身边
在我身边

每个人这一辈子
只要有一次真爱的感觉
活着就是值得地

能够遇见你
就算以后的日子可能尝到心痛
还是谢谢你

原来爱情可以让人一夜长大
领悟从古至今所有的情话

没有你怎么办
像我现在无法入眠
多想要和你聊聊天
没有你怎么办
像我现在无法入眠
只想要你在我身边
在我身边

你在我生命之后的结果
就好像我从来没难过过
最难过的不过就是渡过
今晚想你的寂寞

没有你怎么办
像我现在无法入眠
多想要和你聊聊天
没有你怎么办
像我现在无法入眠
只想要你在我身边
在我身边

Happy Birthday muahmuah :D :*

2011-09-21T15:28:00.001+08:00

I've known her for about 10 years. We've become best friends for about 10 years. And for sure, we'll become best friends forever. ;) Thanks for everything, and sorry for being hot-tempered sometimes.
Happy Birthday Kang Wan Jing! <3 :D

And he's a really nice friend. He plays dota, he says vulgar words, but he's different from other boys, he's just nice. I love this friend so much thought we've only been a same class for a year. :) not good friend though.
Happy Birthday Yee Herng! :D

Happy Birthday to both of you my beloved friends! <3 :D All the best! ;)

2011-09-18T12:25:00.001+08:00

I realized, but I was late. Too late.

When elders are praising you for how good you are, but you know you aren't. Not even 10% of what they say.

Blogger on phone!

2011-09-13T17:45:00.001+08:00

Heyya! It has been a long time since I've updated my blog eh! :) Just found an app which I can use it to blog on iphone! Wee! *testing testing one two three* Means I can update my blog more often! ;)

Yesterday was Mooncake Festival. Enjoyed playing lanterns with my sisters, eating mooncakes, drinking tea and dancing in front of them :p

Something happened yesterday. My ji mui bushuang me I think. But I wasn't at fault :/ She neither. I seriously don't think any of us was wrong. It's okay, since we're okay now :)

Nenek's gonna have an operation now. Doctor's gonna cut a hole on her throat :/ Praying hard hard for you...

2011-08-25T19:02:00.001+08:00

Surprisingly, he text me.

Surprisingly, he broke up with her.

Surprisingly, she talked to me and treated me Rocky.

Surprisingly, he told me all of his top secrets.

Surprisingly, I am so quiet these few days.

Get well soon, Neinei. Buck up! :) Wo Ai Ni. <3

2011-08-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

It has been a long time since I had updated my blog.

For your information, my grandma entered hospital since Sunday morning.
It was very urgent, doctor asked us to be prepared.
I was so shocked when I heard this.
I couldn't stop my tears from rolling down my cheek.
My Neinei, people usually think that's another way of calling Nenek, nope, that's the word 'grandma' in Hakka language.
I love my Neinei.
I pray for her before I off to bed, I pray for her before I go to school, I pray for her every time.

Guys, pray for her.
Buddhists, Christians, Muslims, or whoever, please pray hard for my Neinei.
Thank you.
Yeah, nothing else, but a THANK YOU. :')

And sorry for being so gloomy these days. Now you know the reason.

Happy Father's Day! :D

2011-06-19T21:49:00.003+08:00

So today is a very special day. Hehehehe :3

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It's FATHER'S DAY!
Weeeeeeeeeee! :D

My Laopa! :D
Cute eh? He memang loves to act lah hehehe like an actor. *Opps! :p
Hehehehe everyone says he's cute and lovely, like me! No kidding, they said it. ;p
Okay, so, my Dad (I prefer to call him LAOPA), a very responsible man. He takes care of us, our educations, our future, everything about us, all by himself. He takes care of his job, house, family, cars, the naughty 4 plus 2 noisy doggies and everything all by himself. He's not highly educated but he is one of the teachers in my life. He may be naggy but I know he wants me to be better, or even the best. He had a hard life, so he is always trying his best to give us a better life. I know you love us, laopa. :) So do us. <3 Forgive us for making you worried and angry all the time.
Thank you for playing the role of both papa and mama. :)
♥

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY! :D :*

Pissed.

2011-06-18T12:04:00.002+08:00

Know what? Just shut up since you dont know anything. Stop pissing me off.

Happy Early Father's Day Papa! :)
I know you've been so busy for taking care of us, the naughty four. And of course, your work. Sometimes, I wish you can tell us what's your problem, what's in your mind. Tell us, your uneasy life. We're here for you. Love you! :)

That's life.

2011-06-16T17:29:00.002+08:00

Dont put too much of pressure on myself. :)
But I cant. :( I thought I wont care. Argh..
Will I get it? I dont think so. :/

Why are you guys pushing all the work to me? It should be OUR work. But when am I doing it alone? Teamwork, where is it? Guys I need to breath too.

Anyway I didnt fail any subject in this exam. Weee! :)

This is my 100th post. :)

First time weeeeee

2011-06-08T23:43:00.003+08:00

Weeeeeee! For the very first time, I CHANGED MY LAYOUT BY MY OWN! *Applaud* I'm so proud of myself. :')

Holiday is almost gone. What have I done? Quite a lot yea, sleep, eat, watch tv, online, blablabla. A lot, eh? ;) Nah hahaha I did my homework also kay! Some, not bad already. :)

OMG I dreamt of a very hot guy! Woah! :')

LoL I got this from my friend's tumblr. So funny ahahahahahah! Oh yea, tumblr, anyone? ;)

Okay short post. Just to show off how smart I am as I finally know how to change my layout. Good night! Weeeee! :B

2011-06-07T22:12:00.002+08:00

Alaa... Don't play then if you can't differentiate what is serious and what is a joke. And the point is, your bf was the one who flirted with me first. Get it? I dont understand, is it really that hard to have a boy good friend when the boys have a girlfriend?

Eyes sore.

Man, I really dont know what do I want. But I want to be myself. And I'm trying to, always trying.

2011-06-06T11:51:00.002+08:00

Why can't I concentrate on doing my works?
Why can't I sleep soundly?
Why am I always waking up before 10.30?
Why am I living in my past?
Why am I so stubborn?
Why am I forcing myself to remember all of these?
Why can't you guys stay with me forever?
Why am I always the one who dont know anything buy yet you call me your best friend?

WHY? WHY? WHY?
Too many of questions.
I wanna cry.

So, I was still in the camp last week.
Yea, one week ago.
And I miss them like hell.
I really do. :(
<3

I think of baby and huaitan when I see Yong Tou Fu.
I think of them when I remember chicken dance.
I think of them when I listen to 'Billionaire'.
.....

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2011-06-03T12:20:00.003+08:00

Nostalgia.

:)

:/

:')

Many slide shows to do. Uh yeah, as you guys know, I'm really a noob in using powerpoint. No choice, just do it. (NIKE ;p)

The Powerpuff Girls.
My favourite cartoon when I was still a kid.
Of course, I'm still liking them. :)
I talked about them with JiaChi in class.
He likes them too! ;)
Nah I dont know why I suddenly think of these 3 cutie pies.
I miss my childhood, honestly.

Lalala~

Blossom, commander and the leader
Bubbles, she is the joy and the laughter
Buttercup, she's the toughest fighter
Powerpuffs save the day...
Fighting crime, trying to save the world
Here they come just in time, the Powerpuff Girls
Fighting crime, trying to save the world
Here they come just in time, the Powerpuff Girls
Powerpuff!

Lalala~

Ehhh, one week of holiday is over.
What?! Like, so FAST?!
We were still striving for our exam one week ago!
Wahsei time flies.
:/

Haloooo I miss you and you and you and you and you......................................

WYM you WTL WTC you didnt reply me WTCLT!
Woah shiok! Heheh.

Nah buhbye. I know I look like an idiot shouting for nothing.
Like a kid shouting for sweets.
Like a beggar shouting for food and money.
Like a girl shouting for her memories...

Take care. :)
:'(

2011-04-09T12:02:00.006+08:00

@#!@%^$#@&^!@*

I somehow feel like doing something stupid and I just did something stupid this morning.

What the hell is wrong with me and my life and my friends and my family and my studies and my pets?

A very nice and touching song. It made me cried, for many many, like so many times. :)
Enjoy. :)
*Prepare tissues before that.*

2011-04-05T22:26:00.003+08:00

I just know how to screen shot! :D
So fun man!
Thank you so much to LPPL! :D
Muack muack!

Life is getting more tiring.
No matter how much I sleep I would feel exhausted at the end of the day.
Everyone feels that.
I think.
Buck up, boys and girls!
Life may be tough but the awesome us can make it better! ;)

Eeeee. Accidentally revealed my own secret.
I don't know how to face him lah.
It's so funny, man.
He was sitting next to me and I smiled.
That's all what.
How come it would become a rumour?
Funny?
No.
Awkward. :(
Tak nak friend dengan kau lah FAT BELLY. :(

Ohya! Guess what?
I dropped account, and I'm going to take chinese again!
Hehehe don't know why I'm kinda excited, of course, nervous.

My prince. :)
Anthony Neely.

I'm gonna dump Bosco.
He's a betrayer and a heartbreaker. :(

In many ways we might have grown, but in some we remain the same.

2011-03-27T21:03:00.002+08:00

Okay. I know I should not think about it again. Again and again. I dont know what is going wrong. Everything pops out on my mind again. I know, shall stop thinking about all these. I know. I always know. Basket, can you please run faster? Get out of my life.

我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

2011-02-21T17:15:00.001+08:00

如果你重视的人并不重视你，那么请你不要白费力气。

2011-01-22T18:20:00.002+08:00

Life is tough.
If you fall down,
Please,
Stand up,
And move on.

2011-01-01T12:42:00.003+08:00

Good Bye 2010. :(

Hello 2011. :D

It's 2011 now! Happy New Year Everyone! ;D

May everyone has a sweeter and better life in 2011!

Good Luck everyone! :D

2010-12-29T13:58:00.000+08:00

Owh Helloo Guys! :D

Worse Christmas ever. I dropped my phone into toilet bowl. My ideal iphone T^T Used up 5 pails of water to flush it out but still cannot work. OMG HAHAHAHAHA By the way I think it's funny. xD How come laopa didnt scold me or something instead of teasing and laughing at me? :P Hahaha ♥

Okay Okay. I'll stop asking about everything. I know the answer. Then can you please stop asking me how to do this and how to do that?
Owh. Jellyfish. :)

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA I can't stop laughing when I see his photos, caption of photos and his comments. Aww And your eyebrows! ♥

Once again, I screwed up my holidays. I've done nothing, AGAIN. 2010 is going to end and 2011 is going to start. Good luck for all of you. ;)

Oh ya. AAAAAAAA!!!!!!!! :D Congrats to everyone! We finally did it! :D
Aww! I finally did it! :D
GAN DONG. :)

Life can be extremely hard at times, people will lie, and back stab you. but always keep your head up, smile (: and never let them know what hurts you the most.

Should smile, no matter what.

2010-12-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

Well I seriously don't know why am I doing this.
Do I look eager? Good point.
Maybe you have discovered it out.
It looks kinda foolish actually.
To teach a person how to woo someone.
And you think you like the person.

Trying to accept the fact that people do change and they do leave.
Nothing can last forever.

You don't know how I feel.

Should smile, no matter what.

2010-12-20T12:22:00.003+08:00

I realized that I did not say 'HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR' to you that time.
Your last CNY.
I'm so sorry.
Sorry that I just cannot be perfect.
I miss you.

Aww! I'm so brave! :D
How brave!
How brave?
How brave?! :D
I'm so brave! :D
Well, you know that's not enough for me. :P I'm waiting for the next time ya! HAHA :D
You made me can't fall asleep and you made me to have a sweet dream. Thankiew! You're cooler than ice wahaha! ;D
And, don't simply put the symbol leh. You made me blush you know? :P

Hey. 你知道吗？我好佩服你的胆量，你处理事情的态度。你的勇气是我遥不可及的。我们虽然认识，但不熟。我们虽然年龄差不多，但不论是心理或生理上都差得好远。加油。新的家庭难免需要时间来适应。你一定要幸福。更要快乐。你一定会的。你让我刮目相看。:)

I hope it was from your heart. :)

Should smile, no matter what.

2010-12-13T16:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday To My Darling Bosco Wong! :D

Happy Birthday Darling Wong Chung Chak! :D
I Love You! :D
And I know you love me too! :D
Shy nak tell me right? :P
Lovessss ♥

So what if I've deleted your photos and messages? I can't even erase any memories. I'm just a failure. A loser.

我不难过
只是为什么眼泪会流我也不懂
就让我走
让我开始享受自由
回忆很多
你的影子也会充满我生活
我并不懦弱
你比谁都懂
虽然寂寞
这会是我最后的宽容

[我不难过] :)
我觉得这段很好听. :)

Happy Birthday Darling Bosco Wong Chung Chak! ♥

Get alive.
Please.

Should smile, no matter what.

2010-12-11T12:28:00.002+08:00

Had fun with Wan Jing Yan Ke En Ning Pang Li and Choon Kiat! :D
It was so fun. We chatted many things about primary school life and year-end-trip. Wahahaha! I laughed and laughed and laughed. Damn loud. No image anymore ._. But who cares! As long as my best mates were around me. I love you so much. :) But, when will be the next time? :( Hardly can see you, En Ning. :( Promised to go out more often when you balik nanti hor! ILY IMY!
Had Funnn!!! :DD

Sweet Memory [9/12/2010]

Currently miss my primary schoolmates very much. How are you guys? :) Take care and keep in touch all right. :) Lovesss ♥

Wow. I used to have a very close friend. We were so close even though we knew each other for a very short period. IMY. :) Awww anyway, I found you! Awwww!!! Guys you will never know how happy am I!! Especially when I know that he still remember me!! Hello friend!! We will never lose contact again! :DD FF! :D

No. Hide it or try to brain wash yourself. Whatever. As long as you can forget about it.

Boo! Once again, I forgot what I want to say. See you then. :)

It's nice when you get to contact your old friends. :)

Should smile, no matter what.

2010-12-08T13:50:00.001+08:00

I dreamt of youuu! AHAHA! Scanner spoilt ady, huh? Wanna borrow mine huh? Of course you can! No problem! :D

Well, I don't think we have the same opinion. Football, basketball and studies are your life. You were rejected for 5 times, huh? It's not a big matter for you okay. You don't have to feel like crying. You don't cry easily right. Hmm. We were once good friends but now we don't even talk to each other. No! I was trying so hard to get us closer like how we were, but you don't even want to look at me. Well you did. It's really too hard to contact you. I've tried so hard. I just hope we can keep in touch. Hey you, it isn't that hard, isn't it? :) It is HARD for me lah wei! Aiyo. I don't see you online. I don't dare to text you also. Goshh. Anyway, take care of yourself, all right? You seem to be a weak one. I know you're always sick. Friend, take care please. You know I'm worried. :) Take care.

Tan Chor Ren, you look so much different today. I don't know how to say. You weirdo hahaha. :P Aiyo. Don't feel so down or sien or whatever lah. Life should be a nice one. Ha! When we going to swim? I want to see the Christmas Treeeee! :D And angmoh!

Awwwww I miss last Wednesday! Where were we? What were we doing? What were we talking about? Heeehehe. I miss the time. I miss it badly. Time flies. It was 1 week ago...
And, who was I thinking of? :P

Ugh? I don't know if I am going out tomorrow. It looks, WEIRD?

Ahahaha. Once again, I did that stupid thing. And I discovered something. Haha. Haih. I just can't get the answer. A lot of question marks pop out in my mind. You don't look any different actually. But, hmm? I don't know. I just feel that you're totally different from last time. Maybe you look..........STRONGER? LMAO?! WTH am I talking about? LoL! Kay lah. Stop it. IKITTM. (:

My tummy is pain. Doctor said it has affected my liver. I have to take medicine. You know, I hate medicine. I will never want to take medicine if can. However, it's my daily routine now. A pack of 'dont-know-what-is-it' before meals. Another kind of pill 2 hours later after meals. Eww! Medicines can kill me, seriously, even though they don't taste bitter. I just don't like them since they are called MEDICINES. Eww.

Yawning. I don't really get enough sleep recently. What is wrong with me. Haha I don't know. My eyes look swollen and smaller. Damn it. Holidays you suck.

I WANT TO GO OUT!

Time machine, please bring me back to 3 years ago.

Should smile, no matter what.

2010-12-07T11:58:00.001+08:00

Andrew Tan Chor Ren!
Wanna go swimming?
Heee. Let's go and look for some sexy ANGMORsss! :D
Oh yea. IMY. ;D

2010-12-06T11:59:00.004+08:00

That is just me.

Well. I have to admit something. I didn't catch the arrow properly when it came. Hoshhh who was the little kid who simply plays arrow in front of me?! Haiyoyo.
I mean I kena shoot already, LMAO?!. :) You're LMAO?!. Hee. :)

You are not creative at all. You are using the same word as last time. Idiot. You make me burn in fire.

Girl, relax. We don't really know how to solve it when we supposed to face the decision. So, just give yourself some space to relax, and, forget about him. :)

I had a very nice dream. I dreamt of my Standard 6 classmates. My superb cute and funny classmates. I love them. :) THEM.
Well, haha, he 'said' he knew it. I 'said' you dont look alike with your mum. She looks quiet but you are not at all. You are noisy. Ahahaha!
She 'told' me that he actually 'texts' him often. I never know that you 'liked' her before.
Haha. My awesome dream. :)
Hoi! I'm jealous! Don't you know that jealousy can kill one?! Luckily, it didn't kill me. It makes me cry.

Give me a time machine. I need it so badly. How nice if I could go back to last time.

Ohyeah. Praise me everyone! I finally deleted his photos in my phone. Kinda wasting space. Haha kidding. It's a good start for me. ;D

老爸讲长大以后一定要学驾车，要去哪里都不用别人载。那好！我一定要学驾车！我要去找我的幼稚园朋友，小学朋友，中学朋友，外婆阿姨舅舅舅母表哥表姐表弟表妹！我现在就想学驾车！:P

Happy Happy Birthdayy To Yee Jing And Jason!
Sakai. :P Love you!
And my cutest didi ever! Lots of love!

Argh my tummy is pain.
I realized that eating too much will make me grow fatter.
Ha. :P
See you!

I can go on without you. I know I can.

Should smile, no matter what.

2010-12-04T13:56:00.003+08:00

I swear this will be the last time. I won't cry over such a small thing anymore. I swear. I know I look stupid when I'm being sad over this kind of 'WTF' thing. Sorry, I never use WTF before. This will be the first and the last.

Went back to hospital yesterday. Doctor said my urine test didn't pass. I have to go back to hospital 2 weeks later. Damn it.

Had a nightmare. I was kena scolded again. Haha It's okay, I've used to it.

I forced myself to wake up early because I have something important to do. I want to watch Doraemon. :) However, I missed it out. -.- It's okay.
今天是我这个月来第一次谁到十点。我很满足。:)

我爱笑。
我很爱笑。
我一直在哈哈大笑。
之后，演变成，‘我记得我很爱笑’。
现在，我开始找回那种感觉。:)

我试过完美放弃
的确很踏实
醒来了梦散了
你我都走散了
-- 陈奕迅告诉我的。 :)

Something is in my mind recently.
LMAO?! Is HE a thing?
I think we shall have a talk. :D

Thank you JIE MEI. :P

u broke my heart and that didnt feel nice...
i am not gonna let you break it twice...

2010-12-02T13:13:00.008+08:00

William MinCheng Andrew Jason WeiYang LiLing LimCheng JiaLing WanJing LOWSINYUN;D YanKe YeeNing Grace JoYi SinNee JingYing
Feel free, then guess who is who. :D

Went out for a gathering with primary school's friends.
I was so nervous.
LMAO.
I don't know why. :P
I actually know. :D

Awww everyone is changed.
I felt so awkward as I had no topic to chat with some of them.
However, I am missing them now, Ha!
I'm looking forward to our PART 2 ! :D
Yoyy!

JASON IMY!
You're still as cute as ever! :D

Ohya WeiYang you really look nice.
I swear I'm not lying. :P
I love your eyes and eyebrows, told you. ;)

Hey, I'm starting to miss you all. :)
You, and all.

I love this picture so much even though I look weird. * I was bending!
WJ wasn't there.
So I love it. :D
Neh.
I want to print this out! :D

Friends, I'm really happy for seeing you guys again.
I swear I will try to attend every of our class gathering next time.
ILY IMY.
:)

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gC3O-XFwdbg
李克勤一首很感人的歌。
It is so touching!
I cry once I watch the musci video.
I learn something from it.
And, I think of my Nene.
IMY.
:)
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完了完了完了完了我真的完了。
I know what was wrong. I know what is wrong. Erm... Shall we have a talk, please? (?!) Erm I mean, yea? Haha I don't know. Once again I am lost. But I know what is the problem. Shyt.

Erm... 那个人好像正来着。快到了。完蛋了。
我不要重蹈覆辙. (:

Ummmm... So... Erm...? Byebye? (:

少给自己一点希望，希望就不会变成奢望。
因为变成了奢望的希望，是会摔痛自己的失望。

2010-11-30T12:50:00.002+08:00

I am a LUNATIC.

Just ate a dessert with durian. Haha I forgot what it is called. Anyway it's so nice! :D
Durian Durian Durian. :D

It is our 6U gathering tomorrow. I feel like going but not sure if laopa allows. I wanna Goooooo! :D Ahaha ohya and I'm nervous. x)

PangLi said she is going to Hong Kong next year.
I'm so jealous although I went there before.
PangLi, bring my Bosco back if you see him! :D
邦莉说她明年要去香港。
虽然我去过了，但是我还是很嫉妒。
邦莉，带我的黄宗泽回来如果你看到他！:D
*邦莉讲我的Blog很多英文，她不喜欢。:P
我很想念你邦~~！！！

I've used up the pages.
But I didn't make what I promised.
I'm a big fat liar.
I want to burn the diary.
Hmph.

陈奕迅的歌声一直跟着我。
我怀疑他暗恋我。
十年之前
我不认识你你不属于我
我们还是一样陪在一个陌生人左右
走过渐渐熟悉的街头
十年之后
我们是朋友还可以问候
只是那种温柔再也找不到拥抱的理由
情人最后难免沦为朋友
还没有到十年。
一年多罢了。
十年后，
再说吧。

Everyone is going to Omega.
Now only I know. :(
I want to change class.
Sorry Bro.

只能说我输了
也许是你怕了
我们的回忆没有皱褶
你却用离开烫下句点

See you.

I am a Lunatic.

Promise you won't cry when you feel lost?
"Try."
I'm feeling lost.

2010-11-29T11:44:00.002+08:00

When you tell me nothing is impossible.
-------------------------------------------
See You sounds much better than ByeBye.
I bet you don't remember this.
No I bet you never remember this.
You said BB to me.
See you.
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现实中所发生的事，
往往和想象中的不同，
这叫事与愿违。
--------------------------------------------
Just have a chat with JIU MU and GRANDMA on phone.
I'm so happy! :D
I miss you! :D
And don't worry I'm alright now! :D
Loveee. <3
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Currently in love with Eason.
I'm getting alive!

Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never met.

2010-11-19T13:17:00.003+08:00

Feeling much better now. Ha! I'm actually scared of dying. :P But I'm still eating my fried chicken even if I'm sick now. Hee. Blekk.

I can't believe that you actually believe it when I say I'm okay. From the beginning till the end.

If it doesn't belong to me, then just let it go.
I try.

好朋友。
对你来说真的那么难吗？

你不需要解释。
从11/4开始我就知道我配不上你,所以12/6才没有给你你要的答案。

Fever

2010-11-18T16:05:00.002+08:00

Yeshh.. -.- Once again, I'm getting fever. Checked my body temperature early in the morning. It was 40.5 c OMG! Doctor said I have to do some blood test if I'm still having fever tomorrow because he is scared of I might kena denggi. Oh no!

I was so scared. I hid in my blanket. I cried. I didn't know what to do. I was hoping everything could be all right.

Is it a coincidence or something? Whenever I need help, you're always the one who text me at the time. Thank you so much even if you didn't lend me a hand at all. :P At least you relaxed my mind. And, yea, you may not be the good friend, you may not be the best friend, but you are the most special friend in my life.
And I hope you think so, too. :)

I know I'm just lying to everyone and of course myself.
Way better than making them worried.

放不下也没关系。
我真心的祝福你。:)

Aloha :D

2010-11-17T11:43:00.002+08:00

Aloha I'm Backkkkk! :D

It has been a loooong time since I've updated my blog. Boh bian I couldn't online that time. Anyway, I"M BACK!

Time flies. 2010 is going to be over. I'm not longer a Form 3 student. I'm a student in between of Form 3 and Form 4. Haha I can't wait for my Form 4 life! Yoshhh! Ha.

Sorry. I know I've disappointed my friends. I'm so sorry. At first I thought I can do it but I didn't make it. But I'm always trying. :)

Raining season. Kinda bored.

Time may change everything but not me.

This blog is still belongs to you.
Read it.
If you miss it.

2010-07-10T15:06:00.002+08:00

Ha! My blog is dead! Just let it be alright. I got no choice lah haiyo. My house got no internet. Like ketinggalan zaman only. So just leave my sexy blog here alright. Bye!

Take care! I bet Australia got many hot hunks! :D

2010-06-19T12:49:00.002+08:00

Ha! Finally, holidays gonna finish soon. Luckily my homeworks almost done. ALMOST :D Heehee!! Don't really care about homeworks, but my results!! SHYT!
Hah! Tomorrow is Papa's Day! :D Happy Papa's Day To Lao Pa and Papa!! :D Muahh!!
Eh Stupid!! Why copy me?? I don't want to wear the same specs as you lah!! You better change it!! I'm X-Woman Teeheehee!! x)
Well. No idea to blog. Haih home got no line lah so sad. Cannot online. :(
Byebye. :(

It actually started with a negative answer.

2010-06-06T12:22:00.001+08:00

zhengyizhiyanbiyizhiyanjiushenmedoukanbudaole (:

2010-05-23T16:03:00.002+08:00

New House. New Environment. New Life.

Open House was just past.
Hope all of you who came did have fun.
:)
And hope THOSE who couldn't be attending, don't need to feel SORRY because I'm always not blaming you.
:)

I have been trying so hard to cheer you up, make you smile.
But you never know that I was actually crying there, bleeding in my heart.
I hope you can always be happy. :)
I hope my tears wont be so easily to drop off again. :)
Misiu Misiu ILY ♥

Lifeissomeaninglesswithoutyou. :)

Sometimes, changing topic is a way of protecting people, and also self-protecting.

2010-05-15T00:39:00.002+08:00

I dont like the way you talking. I dont like the way you treating her and her and me. I dont like bad words especially they are all came out from your mouth to me. I did nothing wrong. I dont know why were you so angry with me. I'm not your maid. Well I did apologise for it. But still, it wasn't my fault. Think properly first. Dont always push the blame on me. You bloody shyt. Next time dont ask me for help anymore even if you know I'll still give you a hand when you need me.

Haaaaa Chuuuuu. Getting flu. Water flowing. Hah!

Tada!
Boom!

2010-05-09T20:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Mama's Day ♥

ILY.
IMY.

2010-05-07T23:03:00.004+08:00

Everybody is busy buying present for their mummy.
(:

Eyy SHYT lah!! Haven study!! Dang Dang Dang Dang. Please join my funeral after the exam. Hehehee.

Sorry lar. I promise I won't do it again. :)

Yawning!!! Tired seh. But never mind, still can tahan. I wanna wait till you balik rumah. :)

Ciiieett!! I got so many things to write but now I got no idea!! Forget it then.

If build up the heart need to spend 100 days, then 1 second is needed to break it.

"I'm so tired" "go to bed" "no" "why?" "i wanna talk to you" ♥

2010-05-04T22:41:00.003+08:00

Boom Boom Boom!!
:D

Yucks I don't like them.
Come on WYM and GSF!!
Gossip Gossip!!
:D

Happy Birthday to the HOTTEST Amzah. :D
Muaha!! Funny. :)

"Are you busy?"... No.. " I always have time for you" ♥

2010-04-30T22:24:00.002+08:00

Don't need to say SORRY because I'm not blaming you. I TRUST YOU and TRUST is important isn't it? =) So don't worry, everything is fine. =)

That's just my life. A special life. A complicated life. My life. My life. My life.

I dont know what did we do wrong. All I hope is I could go back to the past. Everytime kena scold by this kind of thing. Damn it. What's your motive? You're not deserved these all.

I really hate it when someone promise to help you but then they didn't! Sigh. Forget it.

2 weeks. Hope the POP wont melt. :)

I want talk to you. =)

My life. =l

2010-04-28T22:34:00.003+08:00

Owh. So you actually remember what I've told you? Great one. I thought you forgot all of these. I thought you forgot we are still friends. I thought you forgot there's a person named Low Sin Yun exists in the world. Now I know, you didn't forget. But still, we haven't reached the agreement. So let's continue our arguement. There's much better than being so cold and zuai to each other. =)

Grrrrr!! I'm useless!! I lost the key I think. Sorry. I'm trying to recall if I've returned it to you.

Sometimes, MONEY is really a problem to us.

Exam is coming soon. Good Luck everyone! :D

That's what I wished to get?

Stressssss.

2010-04-21T22:09:00.004+08:00

STRESS.

Who you think you are?
Don't always show me the face.
Chehh.

Ehhh!! Hello lah!!
Stop being perasan alright?!
We were not talking about you okay!!
Ishhh.
You think we want to gossip about you?
Cheh.
Waste our saliva only. :P
Relax boleh tak?

Currently busy.
Busy doing this and that.
Who is coming on 22 May?
Inform me as soon as possible alright?
:)

Someone please take out my brain and have a look.
Something goes wrong again.
Taha!

How to destress?

You have been living in my heart for so long.

+_+

2010-04-18T22:55:00.001+08:00

You're not useless.
You're perfect the way you are.
=)

Teehee :D

2010-04-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

Shoo Shoo Shoooo~!!!
Go go go!!
And faster give me your phone!! :D

FULL~
Tomorrow breakfast: leftover pizza!!
Woohooo!!!!

Currently busy 'STUDYING'.
Taha!
But can't even concentrate.
Used up 2 hours to write 2 pages.
Duh =_=
U-S-E-L-E-S-S.

Seriously, don't waste your time and money on texting me.
Not worth.

2010-04-17T13:24:00.001+08:00

Life is getting better or worse?

Our Memories. :)

Happy Birthday LPPL!

你当然美啦，长到几有创意一下…

Merry Christmas :)

Take a bullet straight through my brain.

Happy Holidays!

:)

Grown up.

A little surprise can lighten up your life.

Dotttt.

Imbas kembali.

Jealousy kills.

SPM...........

I needa chill.

26/10/2011

Happy Birthday! :D

Oh lala

What is wrong?

Happy Birthday Des! :D

A failure

没有你怎么办

Happy Birthday muahmuah :D :*

Blogger on phone!

Happy Father's Day! :D

Pissed.

That's life.

First time *weeeeee*

In many ways we might have grown, but in some we remain the same.

u broke my heart and that didnt feel nice...i am not gonna let you break it twice...

Fever

Aloha :D

"I'm so tired" "go to bed" "no" "why?" "i wanna talk to you" ♥

"Are you busy?"... No.. " I always have time for you" ♥

Stressssss.

+_+

Teehee :D

First time weeeeee

u broke my heart and that didnt feel nice...
i am not gonna let you break it twice...